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Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now


If you are reading this.

I just want to let you know that i am very happy that you have met your right other half. in fact, within such a short period of time after you left. i'm sure she showers you with lots of love and care and everything else that i couldn't give. i admit i haven't been spending much time with you ever since i stepped into poly. i've been prioritizing friends and i can understand that the distance between us growing is due to these. For that is my bad and i am utterly apologetic about it.

But since you're moving on so fine, i don't see the need to keep writing these hurtful things to me on twitter? Even if it wasn't meant for me to see, is it for her? i've checked that she doesn't have an account? So if you wna tell the world how wonderful she is or "10000 times better" why don't you put it up on facebook or something? Just because you know i'm a twitterholic so you put it up there purposely for me to see? I know you're out to spite me, desperately hoping that i regret driving you to your decision. But i'm sorry it doesn't work this way anymore.

All i can say is i have never expected that you'd do sucha thing. Couldn't even have it played in my head until the day i saw you with her. I prayed that everything i heard were just claims, well you proved me wrong. I've grieved and bawled my eyes out for you, and i think its time for me to stop. This is my karma. Prolly what happened to you and how you were feeling 3 years back. And i have to deal with it.

Thank you for your unconditional love for these 2 years. We were just two ignorant souls that were never meant to be. Don't come back for me again, move on and have a great life. I wish you well.

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