Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now

If you are reading this.

I just want to let you know that i am very happy that you have met your right other half. in fact, within such a short period of time after you left. i'm sure she showers you with lots of love and care and everything else that i couldn't give. i admit i haven't been spending much time with you ever since i stepped into poly. i've been prioritizing friends and i can understand that the distance between us growing is due to these. For that is my bad and i am utterly apologetic about it.

But since you're moving on so fine, i don't see the need to keep writing these hurtful things to me on twitter? Even if it wasn't meant for me to see, is it for her? i've checked that she doesn't have an account? So if you wna tell the world how wonderful she is or "10000 times better" why don't you put it up on facebook or something? Just because you know i'm a twitterholic so you put it up there purposely for me to see? I know you're out to spite me, desperately hoping that i regret driving you to your decision. But i'm sorry it doesn't work this way anymore.

All i can say is i have never expected that you'd do sucha thing. Couldn't even have it played in my head until the day i saw you with her. I prayed that everything i heard were just claims, well you proved me wrong. I've grieved and bawled my eyes out for you, and i think its time for me to stop. This is my karma. Prolly what happened to you and how you were feeling 3 years back. And i have to deal with it.

Thank you for your unconditional love for these 2 years. We were just two ignorant souls that were never meant to be. Don't come back for me again, move on and have a great life. I wish you well.

FLEA!

cya if I cya! ;)

Bored

:(

It’s a Friday and I’m home.

I’m so bored. The boy is gonna be in Batam til Sunday. Sighhhhhhhhhh.

I feel so vexed. Been on a emotional roller coaster for 2 weeks now. Its really not easy. Going through a rough patch and its starting to make me think whether I should let go, or continue hanging onto a thread. Whatever decisions we come to, I just hope history will not repeat itself, feelings will be mutual and no more drama. 

You see, I can’t even figure what I wna write.

I even find it so difficult to convey things to the people who care for me. Okay I’m just gonna end this post abruptly. I seriously got nothing more to say.

Bye and goodnight.

P/S: On a happier note, went out with my classmates today for some awesome zhichar and tauhuey!! the aftermath wasn’t good though. Found myself rushing home only to pee through my ass. #sux2beme

AI KEE YER

a random Wednesday when both of us had no school :Dda mang renwoah see also wna salivate ah~NOT NICE >:( I don’t fancy tomato based pasta HAHA but I have no choice cos I can’t take salmon…..

SIGH WHEN CAN I EAT SEAFOOD AGAIN?! :’(

We gon’ run this town tonight

At work…..

then off to Pontian with daddy and co! 4 cars altogether and my parents threw me with them. I don’t mind cos its my first time in a convertible!HAHA CAR MODEL POSEalmost died in the backseat. the wind was slapping me nonstop I felt like woody in toys story1. the part where he was chasing AndySeaview Hotel. the budget hotel we accommodated in. Just right beside the sea leh! still provide free wifi some more! like 70RM per night?!dinner/supper - spaghetti, alio olio, korean rice cakes, curry chicken don, stingrays, sotongs and a lot more I forgot plus almost 10 durians?!

 

the next morning..fucking awesome mee gorengpratas!stopped in the middle of the road while waiting for the lady to bring us into a plantationomg my face was damn puffed up that daycoffee fruits!wild boar/wild cat foot prints :/durians that just dropped! don’t see like so small ah damn sweet sumpa!
kukub!Meow

Settled for a seafood dinner at kukub and then home we goooooo! Its was 2 crazy eating days man I swear. I think my dad spent like 500sgd just for that 2 days. All in all a beyond awesome trip(except the fact that I had so much seafood that my piercing is infecting now)!!!!! :(

Aftermath

I’m back from Pontian bitches!

Home early today! Partialled cos my tummy was giving me a hard time and my navel was starting to infect due to the overwhelming amount of seafood I had in Pontian. Dampened my mood to stay. Faci was so nice to let me off..

Shall upload the pontian pics now! :D

If we ever meet again

Doing my mask now and watching Ah di so I just came here to waste time.

My face is so stiff I cant even talk. Not kool.

Went to Northpoint with pmy to complete my forever procrastinating agenda; ridding my $10 young hearts voucher. Happily took 3 sets to the counter, THE PERSON TELL ME MY VOUCHER EXPIRED ALREADY CB. I was like smlj?! So nvm I settled with 2. wait that’s not even the highlight for today.

Then along the same row of shops i saw this really chio puma running shoe. Me, being forever so (inserts word here cos its beyond describable), mistook the shoe for $29. So I tried on a pair and happily swiped my card out lika sat sat all ready to pay, then the salesperson pronounced: “miss, $99”

FUCK.

Can you imagine the priceless expression on my face when I heard the price. I jitao “SORRY AGAIN?”

“NINTY-NINE DOLLARS”

In my face. It was too good to be true right to think 29bux?! Fucking stupid of me.

Next moment I see myself walking out of that damned shop with my face all casted to the floor? Never ever stepping foot in there again sumpa.

Thank god the salesperson understood and was all cool with me fogging up the price. BUT STILL NEVER GOING ANYWHERE NEAR THAT SHOP AGAIN. I hope they forget my chio face.

Most embarrassing momment in 19years and 4 months of my life. Kill me already please~

PONTIAN TMR! :D

All I wanna say is that they don’t really care about us

Was a good day but everything decided to run downhill after... nevermind, pictures! :) phat blobnotice huge sand dickthis was before we all decided to stop waiting and bathe... did I mention getting cooked by the sun for a whole hour only to realize we’ve been duped? Oh well, friends disappoint too don’t they?made a new pretty friend! cherrieeeeeeeee~ sweet looking as onePardon the so many faces of me.  heh the rest is on facebook and i ‘m too lazy to save em’ all. okay I’m very hungry now.