Blaming everything else except myself

I’m feeling really really shitty now.

I just slapped myself with appalling results for my ut1. Its really damn cui. like fucking cui. rabak ttm. You feel me? Like your GPA last sem ainn’t bad enough sophia ho.

If this goes on, I really don’t feel like studying anymore. I’m no quitter but sigh.. Sometimes I find studying just ain’t my thang.. I wna do something I really like for my future. Getting fucking sick of the skl'’s PBL system. Sickening max. Why the fuck do I need maths for Interactive and Digital Media? Design website need algebra, need differentiation uh? Tell me lah. FIRST YEAR GENERAL MODULES. smlj?

I wna blame myself too for being sucha procrastinator. I told myself to buck for for this sem. Yes, my daily grades are A-okay.. But the ut? I don’t put in much the effort to study. I tell myself tmr tmr, tmr until my results come out uh.

I can’t even be psyched for my little getaway. sigh~ I’ll be bringing my laptop so that I can study every night. Sad life much? Can u even see how lazy I am to put in the effort to mug? My god I can’t stand myself sometimes.

So its tmr.. So not stoked anymore.. lol?